I love the way you smile.. I love those sincere stares whether you're making a joke or just sharing something.. The touch of your nose for every kiss that gives me chills.. and how you eagerly reach and hold my hand for a long time..You saw me in almost every way that I should be seen... and the most important thing is, you stayed...
Naalala mo? Nung una akong umalis sayo? How I wish wala kang girlfriend that time.. Kasi kung wala, I know I would have chose you instead... na until now, I still feel the guilt because I left. Pero naalala mo ba? Sa mga times na nahihirapan ako, I still long to reach you out... Kasi I know you know what's better for me.. I can hear something good from you.. Nakikinig ako sayo kasi I look up on you.. ganun kasi kita inaidolized (haha). Kaso nung mga times na wala ako sayo, marami na rin palang nangyari, that somehow changed your perspectives in life. Di ko alam kung sino nagbago satin. But one thing is for sure..May nagbago.
For the times that I need a shoulder to lean on nanjan ka, thank you... I'm sorry kasi parang naging sponge ka, ikaw nag absorb lahat ng hatred ko... pero thank you parin kasi kung di mo ginawa yun, baka napabayaan ko na ang sarili ko... From that moment sinabi ko sa sarili ko na kung magmamahal ako ulit, it will be you na.. pero hindi pala ganun kadali yun... kasi nag iba na ang standard nating dalawa... I keep on wanting more from you... na parang unfair sayo kasi baka yun na ang full effort mo... I love you... but I dont know how deep it is...
I think God's telling something... Tapos na ba ang role natin sa isa't isa? Do you still want to be with the confused me? Date the uncertain one? To be with the one who wants more from you? I think hindi na kasi healthy tong relationship natin.. Ang unfair para sayo... at ayaw kong ganun.. Bye sir... I love you...But I don't want to use you... Hope you be with someone na made ni God para sayo... kung tayo..TAYO...in the right time...(kisses) till we meet again..hanggang dito na lang muna...
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