We’re just been with one another for a short period of time but it
feels like a lifetime because so much has changed to our lives.
Nung makasama kita sa training,
especially nung “beast barracks” phase, never akong nagka-crush sau… Di kita
napansin, basta ang alam ko lang, mabait ka at gentleman unlike sa iba… Sa
totoo lang hindi ko nga alam yung exact moment na napansin kong special ka…(sorry!)
Recognize na tau noon nung I started giving you some some sweet attention… Chat
kahit ilang rooms away ka lang, first picture together, first sentinel
partners, first movie together na tau lang, first kain sa labas, first byahe
pauwi sa Pampanga….halos lahat ng first nandun na..! haha. Sabi nga:
"The most powerful symptom of love is a tenderness which
becomes at times almost insupportable." - Victor Hugo
Di naging
madali satin magsimula. All of a sudden lahat na ng tao sa paligid tinatanong
kung ano daw ba tayo. First time kong madeny ng harap-harapan at makarinig ng
jokes na tagos talaga. Ngayon ko lang sasabihin sayo na naisip ko din noon na
sukuan ka na lang…na siguro darating din yung taong hindi ako itatago at ipagmamalaki
ako… pero everytime I was about to let you go, there’s something inside na di
ka kayang pakawalan. At the end of the day masaya ako na kasama kita. Yung
feeling na ayaw kong makita ang sarili
ko na di ka kasama. Yung feeling na willing akong mag take risk kasi alam kong
ikaw ang gusto ko… kung masaktan man ako sa huli e okay lang..no regret.
Dumating
din tau sa phase na may ibang tao who tried to win us back. However, we chose
to stay. Thank you daddey..!
Despite the trials - we have made
each other stronger. You have changed who I am and I attribute much of who I am
now, to you. You have made me happier, stronger - you have also given me the
cherished gift of your love and support in my times of pain. Salamat sa sobrang
dami ng times na pinunasan mo mga luha ko sa mata at yakapin ako for comfort..I
swear those memories gave you 100% pogi points..! haha
You’re not my first love but you came to be my greatest love - you
always have been, you are strong - you are honest and critical. I might say
half-jokingly that you're my better half some times - but you really and truly
are.
You are one of the reasons why I keep
on working, just to keep moving from day to day. You gave me a reason to truly
live, to truly push myself beyond limits and even see myself with you years
from now. You've given me a place and arms to cry in, to laugh in, and to grow
in.
I am sorry that I can not always give you all the things you so
richly deserve – and what I can give for now is the time that was left after a
long tiring day sa office. To express how much I miss you and to let you feel
that I’m with you kahit we’re miles away from each other. To let you feel that
you can still be here with me. And be your mommey no matter what.
My gift to you is this - my expression of how much I truly value
you, cherish you and how grateful I am - in spite of all the hard times –
kabaliwan ko.. at sa mga times na sinasaktan ko lang sarili ko… you’re still
there… we are way too far and uncertain of what will happen next...
panghahawakan ko mga sinabi mo… I know you’re such a good man daddey… And very
thankful ako to have you in my life…
Thank you for being who you are.
Thank you for being with me.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for letting me love you in return.
Isip_Ipis.
No comments:
Post a Comment